I have now been here 10 days and I have learned a lot. Phyllis is really nice, she feeds me and makes sure I stay clean and just yesterday I was so happy to see her I jumped on the couch and kissed her and hugged her.....And she let me do it! I know I was someplace else all my life but I am starting to think where I am now is good. It seems that after the first few days I stopped waiting for someone I knew to come and get me and every day I think more and more that this is my home. That's because we live in the moment, dogs do, and things in the past start to fade a little bit at a time. I am sure that if my first mom came here now I would be very excited, but I am not sad because she is not doing that. Not any more. I hope you know what I mean. If you hit me and kick me I may always be afraid of feet or sticks, or whatever I was abused with but people who save a dog like me can't feel bad for us, because we don't feel bad for ourselves.
Anyway, even though I understand most languages there are some words I don't have a meaning for because I never heard them before. Phyllis has said some words I don't understand. She told me that on April 19th I am going to have a neuter. I don't know that word but she was smiling when she said it. She told me that I am losing my jewels. I do not know that word either. She said maybe I will stop marking in the house. I don't pee in the house, but something in me says to leave just a little pee here and there. Even when I don't really want to do it, it happens. Other than what I have said here, the world turns and I sleep every night and I follow Phyllis every day and I am having a pretty good time waiting to see what happens next.
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